He brought snow in the house.

He brought snow in the house. He's grounded! (j/k) 😂

Pardon all of the kibble in the floor. As you might imagine, Bear has some difficulty eating/keeping food in his mouth.

My anxiety has been up for a few days.

My anxiety has been up for a few days. My mouth and lips are chewed to shreds. 😬

Happy boys. 😊

Happy boys. 😊

Checked on the baby before going to sleep.

Checked on the baby before going to sleep. Bear is so freakin' precious. And look at Cub on my pillow. And Scar on my head. And Shaun's next to me, not snoring.

We're all tucked! ❤️

He looks like a warthog. 😂

He looks like a warthog. 😂 Maybe next year we dress him up as Bebop for Halloween. 😂😂😂

We heard it and I rushed out, but...

We heard it and I rushed out, but it happened so fast that I missed a great view of this balloon descending across the way.

I love it here so much! ❤️

Today wasn't 💯, but...

Today wasn't 💯, but it really wasn't bad considering how terribly I slept due to how anxious I was about work.

I kind of bit off a lot to do on Thursday and the rest of my team has to wait for me to do my part before they can do theirs, so that's no pressure. /sarcasm 😂 I worked on it some Thursday and Friday, but I knew I'd feel better if I just had some quiet hours to dedicate to it today.

I slept late today because of how bad I slept. I finally texted Shaun to come get me out of the bedroom in the afternoon because I was just so anxious that I wasn't moving. He got me up, and I ended up getting most of my work done today. I didn't make any actual changes to the client's instance, but I have everything documented and linked in Excel so that we (as a team) can go over it on Monday and knock it out quickly. I just didn't want to be in there making that many changes without a second set of eyes.

Anyway, I feel good because I got so much done. I'm also really happy because usually when my anxiety is up and my sleep is bad I get a migraine. That didn't happen today - thank goodness. Testosterone is supposed to help with anxiety and migraines, so that may be why I didn't. If all I get is a little stuck and needing a nudge, I am fine with that. I usually know how/when to ask for help.

Well, it's 1 in the morning. I'm heading to bed. I hope I get some good sleep tonight. Hopefully I will since I don't feel worried about anything at the moment.