Tuesday, September 23, 2025

Bear doing the most this morning. 😂😂😂

Bear doing the most this morning. 😂😂😂

He also had me on the class Zoom looking crazy. He was snatching the blanket off the back of my chair and pulling me backwards. I don't know if anyone saw it, but I know it looked questionable.

Come get y'alls nephew. 😂

Sunday, September 21, 2025

My flat ass pancake nail beds...

So this is one of the Natural-style press-ons against one of my bare nails. The Natural style of press-on has a lower apex than the Sculpted, and I think that any apex at all is too much for me, as evidenced by all of the space between my nail and the bottom of the press-on.

If I wanted to wear these, I think I'd need to fill in that gap with a hard gel and then glue it on. But that's a lot of trouble.

What I did when applying these was apply glue, then jam them down to my flat nail bed until they dried. Jamming them down flat caused them to push under my cuticle. Also, when I released them, of course they returned to the rounded shape, pulling my flat ass pancake nail beds with them.

Needless to say, it was not a good time. 0/10 stars, do NOT recommend. My nail beds and cuticles are still sore and I removed them on Friday.

This is why a sizing kit is super important. Be better than me. Don't hurt yourself over nails. Make sure you order a good fit and don't force anything that's not working.


For comparison, this is Shaun's nail bed.  He has a very strong apex. He'd probably fit perfectly into one of these nails.


These bloomed yesterday and they're giving me life.

These bloomed yesterday and they're giving me life. They're so pretty!

Bear is enjoying them, too. For such a wild child, he's very gentle when smelling the flowers.

I love how sweet he is with "our" plants. He's the best helper in the land! 😊❤️


It's 4pm.

It's 4pm. This is the first time I've picked up my phone today. I have only left my bed to feed the cats and pee. I've been half awake, half asleep, in my head.

I am not ready to engage with anyone yet.

What is this called? I don't feel depressed. But maybe a little overwhelmed?

Help me with the words, please.

Is it a thing to not be ready to be a person yet?

Saturday, September 20, 2025

This is Shaun's favorite thing about me. 😂😂😂 /sarcasm

This is Shaun's favorite thing about me. 😂😂😂 /sarcasm

He's like "What is all of this stuff in the bed? Why is everything on the couch?"

Because I NEED IT! 😂😂😂


Friday, September 19, 2025

I'm writing this little posty-post...

I'm writing this little posty-post, having a late dinner, and dragging my tired butt to bed.

The first week of Web Development bootcamp is officially behind me.

I don't think I realized until this week that I am getting actual college credit for taking this class at CNM.  Like, I'm really a student again.  I get my student ID on Monday.  I am not complaining.  I just thought it was like a career thing or something, and not considered an actual class.  So that's neat.

This is 100% everything I wanted it to be (so far).  Even before it officially began on Monday, I was learning things through the pre-work and making connections with people.

For example, part of the pre-work was an HTML course on LinkedIn.  I took it, even though I've been messing with HTML since the days of Myspace.  I knew from my time at JSU that it's a markup for web pages, basically the bones of your website.  But this course on LinkedIn went IN DEPTH, like, telling the difference between <em> and <i> (which both make things appear in italics) or the difference between <strong> and <b> (which both make things appear bold).  [If you care, the difference is that they are dependent on the context of the needed bold or italics.]  Also, <center> is deprecated.  I didn't know that.  HTML has officially left as much styling as possible to CSS.

I wasn't too concerned about picking up HTML or CSS because I've dabbled in them for ages and felt ok about it.  JavaScript has been hard for me for many years, though, and I feel like I'm finally starting to get it.  We have 5 small coding assignments to do, due Tuesday.  We did the first (and easiest one) together as a class so the teacher could show us how to run and check them.  I finished one yesterday, and two today.  I'm mostly done with my 5th (it's supposed to be a challenge for extra credit), but we haven't gone over the information I need to complete it.  I asked the teacher if I was allowed to Google, and he asked me what I was doing.  I told him, and he told me to just wait for the material on Monday.  I told him I thought it was labeled a "challenge" for extra credit because it was harder because we didn't know what we were doing yet.  😂  So I'm feeling really good about things so far.  And I'm really enjoying all of my homework.  There is just kind of a LOT of it.

Even though things are moving at a fast pace, there is a lot of hands-on work and problem-solving and I really think it's what I needed.  I've been curious how all of this works together for a long time, so I'm very interested in all of it.  Our instructors take the time to explain everything really in-depth.  Maybe I needed my hand held to pick up JavaScript.  Or maybe repeated exposure to it is finally paying off.  Or maybe the fact that I'm doing this for myself and not a grade or work has taken the pressure off and I can just think and absorb and try without pressure.  I don't know.  But I'm really proud that I've completed 3.5 coding assignments after only 1 week with just referencing my notes (and 1 small Google because I knew what I was trying to say, but not the syntax for saying it).  It's a big deal for me.

I also love my classmates.  We're a mix of everything.  We have 5 girls and 4 guys.  We have at least 2 people who have moved to the US from other countries, possibly 3.  One person is Native.  We're from all different backgrounds/levels of experience.  And we're just having the best time getting to know each other and help each other.  I think I'm gonna be so busy and having so much fun that these next 11 weeks are going to fly by.

Anyway, that's how it's going.  Great so far!

Here's a pic of one of the code assignments from today.  🙂  I know it's not very impressive to anyone who knows how to do this already, but I'm so grateful to be making progress!


We take Habibi's tower when she eats...

We take Habibi's tower when she eats because we know she'll poop soon after and we don't want poop on the tower because it's hard to clean.

She really loves her tower, though. She's giving it a little hug! 😊