I feel all wrong.

I feel all wrong.  I have been horribly exhausted for days.  And I've been so mean all week.  Just grumpy as hell.  Like, I love Shaun to pieces, but I can barely stand to be in the same room with him and it's nothing he's doing.  I've even been telling my dogs "MOVE!" rather than "Excuse me."  Not cool.  😕

I left work today to check on Shaun because I couldn't get in touch with him all morning.  I was just freaking right out.  I got to his house and his phone was off and he'd just woken up.  He was totally fine and I was relieved.  But not relieved enough to hug him without a fight.  I mean - I have been STRAIGHT RIDICULOUS and I know it, but it's not like I can help how I'm feeling.  🙁

At first I thought it was PMS, but my period was supposed to start Monday and it still hasn't.  (Before anyone starts screaming "Pregnant!" let me just say "ParaGard.")  Can PMS build up?  LOL  I think I might have some weird crazy hormone shit going on.  I don't know why, though, or what else it could be.  

I know that stress can affect things like that, but I think I've been at a normal (for me) level of stress the last few weeks.

I don't know.  I'm just glad it's Friday.  I'm gonna go curl up on the couch with some Algebra.  I'll either cuddle my book until I fall asleep or get some homework done.  I suppose I'll be happy with the end result of either.  LOL

Happy Weekend, friends!  ❤