You know the days when you have lots of errands to run and have a thousand things to do and it exhausts you and drains your life force? That's been my whole year so far.
I had been looking super forward to my 3 weeks off from school, but instead of having any down-time, I took an extra job because I needed to. I have to start back tutoring tomorrow - which I'm honestly not looking forward to. Classes have started so now there's that. Storm is being adopted so there are appointments to be made and a list of things to make sure I've done. And I'm just tired.
I feel like a shit friend, but I have a lot on my plate. I have messages piling up and I have no intentions of answering them right now - maybe not even for some days. I feel like I am being pulled a million directions and I'm just done. I love you all, but I need some space. I can't solve problems and I'm not interested in conversing right now. I just can't. I don't have it in me and I just can't.
I hope that anyone who is trying to talk to me will understand. I'm turning notifications for Messenger off for a while. I will probably still show as "Active" pretty often because that's mainly how I talk to Shaun and Shadow, but unless something urgent comes up please don't expect a reply. I keep notifications off for the Facebook app, but I will check in because I have to approve posts for Happy Tails Lost & Found Pets of Calhoun County. Other than that I'll start talking when I feel like I can.
It's not personal. I love you all. See you on the other side. ❤
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