I want to let all of my friends know that my stress level has been THROUGH THE ROOF lately. My temper has been short, my psoriasis and arthritis are flaring up, and I am generally REALLY not cool to be around. I'm either eating, sleeping, studying, working, or upset. Also, my current back situation hasn't helped anything. Thankfully it is improving - slowly but surely.
I know I've been ignoring people and I apologize for that. It's probably a huge change from the Blu that never left a message or comment un-read or responded to, but I just can't right now. So I'm posting this to let everyone know that if I'm not talking to you - it's really not personal so please PLEASE don't take it that way.
I have uninstalled Messenger from my phone. That used to be the way I kept in touch with my guys, but I've instructed them to use another method. I know that I could mute the notifications, but it really wasn't enough. I just don't need to be so easily accessible to other people right now. So far this is the toughest semester of my life and I can't afford distractions right now.
Everyone feel free to comment and write me all you want, but please don't be shocked or offended if I'm not fast to respond. It's not you; it's me. I truly believe that once I get through Physics I'll be through the worst of it. That may be naïve, but pretty much everyone has confirmed that it was one of the more challenging classes they took.
I look forward to having a life again soon, but it probably won't happen until May. I love you and I miss you! ❤
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