Currently re-evaluating my life choices over here.

Currently re-evaluating my life choices over here.  I'm home from work early so I can get to the millions of homeworks I have.  I'm tired - as I have been from the very shitty start of this stupid week.  All I want to do is eat chocolate truffles and nap.  And maybe even shower and cry.  I guess it doesn't matter at this point.

For some crazy reason all of my friends think I can do all the things and while I appreciate that I legit feel like I am in over my head this semester.  Trig is hard-ish - at least the amount of work I have to put in is a lot.  Biology is insane - the class after the test I took 6 pages of new notes and while it's not ALL foreign it's stuff that's also gonna take some effort to remember.  I also have History, which isn't usually bad, but with two hard classes everything feels like too much right now.

Since dropping anything isn't an option yet I feel like if I have to stay in until 60% of the semester is over I'd rather just get it over with and not have to backtrack any.  If I come out with two B's I'll still have my 3.5, but I was hoping to save B's for when things are REALLY harder.  I don't know.

I'm just really not happy at the moment.  I have like zero free time.  I can't do anything really fun like even paint my nails or make jewelry or hang with the animals.  I feel like I haven't ACTUALLY spent time with Shaun in over a year.  🙁  I do see Shadow because he's here all the time, but I've been leaning on him harder than usual for help around the house.

All I can say is that this school stuff had better be worth it one day.  I don't even know what I will do if this doesn't pay off.

Anyway.  I have to go do something productive now.  As usual.  🙁

I feel surprisingly ok...

I feel surprisingly ok considering how little sleep I got. Thank goodness Shadow had a delay because there is no way I would have woken up without him making noise just now. Looked at my phone and it said the alarm was going off, but it wasn't making a sound! Now I have to hustle.

Headache all day turned migraine all night.

Blegh.  Headache all day turned migraine all night.  I took some Excedrin and my head is finally starting to let up, but now I'm not able to sleep even though I am exhausted... I guess because of the caffeine in the Excedrin.  And I have class in the morning.  Was kind of hoping I'd get a weather delay because it's Biology and I don't need to miss that if class meets.

This week is trying to kill me.  🙁

Bald

Just went all "2007 Britney" on my head.  Well... not exactly.  I don't need any particular level of stress to make me want my life easier by not having to deal with hair.  😂  Shaun was trimming it for me and I just couldn't get it short enough.  I haven't felt like myself with hair in a long time.  I think bald is just my thing right now - especially with everything else I have to take care of.  Ain't nobody got time for that!

I haven't checked my notifications in 2 days...

I haven't checked my notifications in 2 days due to exhaustion.  To anyone that I've ignored - I'm working on it now!

I was awake at like 3 am on Monday morning.  I was in my bed - just unable to sleep.  🙁  I think I was too stressed over that test.  Monday was my long day - left the house at 9 am; got home after 10 pm.  Came home, went to Wal-Mart, did some house stuff, and died.  Not really, but dang.  I felt like I could sleep and never wake up.

Got up this morning unhappily.  I wanted to sleep for another few hours.  Made it through school, tutoring, and work with a headache that Ibuprofen wouldn't kick.  Now I'm home and so tired that I will not be moving from my couch until I drag myself to my bed.  Shadow's getting to go to school 2 hours late and I'm jealous.

Anyway.  Highlight of my day:  I got my new animal Bundle Monster plates and I'm super pumped.  There is a Quokka on one!!!  I didn't catch that the first time I saw them, but I noticed when I unwrapped them today.  There is also an Emu and a bunch of other super cool animals.  I can't wait to use them.  Since my brain is tired and I'm head-ache-y I might try my hand at painting my nails.  I feel like a mani with these deserves more time and thought than I can give it tonight, but I'm excited and I want to do something fun.  We'll see if I actually have the energy.  😂

I hope the week is going a little easier on y'all than it is on me.  ❤

I made an 81 on that Biology test!

I made an 81 on that Biology test! Woohoo! It's a B!!! 😃

Biology Test Drama:

Survived my Biology test. I believe I made a C, at least. I wonder when I'll find out...