I came to the library...

I came to the library to work on a Python assignment between classes, but Python isn't installed here and I need an admin password to do it.  I don't see the library person, so... here I am.  I guess I will do my internet socializing now and my assignment when I get home.

I have grade updates.  I made an 84 on the re-take of the Calculus test I failed.  It's not great, but I can live with that.  Despite feeling great about the new test I made a 58 somehow.  I don't feel so great about that.  🙁  I also failed my Physics test.  I made a 45.  If I perfectly do the one problem he lets us fix I can make a 58, which is almost not failing.  Unfortunately, almost doesn't count.  🙁

This semester is legit beating me down, but I'm hanging in there.  Taking the extra day off of work has allowed me to regulate my stress levels and stay on top of things a little better (believe it or not with the grades I'm making).  All I can really say is that my classes are hard and I'm trying.

There is other news and I feel that it is Shaun's to tell, but I have a big mouth.  His mom passed away yesterday morning.  She had been battling cancer for a long time and honestly (I don't mean to sound callous), I am relieved for her sake because she looked utterly miserable the last few times I saw her.  I hate seeing anyone suffer.  Shaun is holding up ok, but his dad is not.  The rest of this week is going to be tough, but we'll get through it together.

Anyway.  For better or worse, that is what's going on in our lives.  Be well, friends.  ❤

When the answers to your problems look like this:

When the answers to your problems look like this:

5/16ln |16x^2+121| + 9/44 arctan 4x/11 + C

You know it's getting real.  😳

I'm awake early.

I'm awake early.  I got a whopping 4 hours of sleep, but I slept REALLY late yesterday so maybe that's ok.  I guess we'll see.

I think I'm up due in part to a tension headache starting, but maybe Ibuprofen will be my savior.  It could also be that maybe I haven't had enough water lately so I'm downing a bottle now.  One way or the other - I'm trying not to start this week off on the wrong foot.

I guess since I'm awake I will use this time to study Calculus.  I was starting to feel ok about it last night so hopefully I will do well on the two tests today.

I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to spring break.  This is honestly the hardest semester of my life so far.  I need a break during it, for real.

Happy Monday, friends.  ❤

My bottle of Cyber Punk is here and she's gorgeous. 😍😍😍

My bottle of Cyber Punk is here and she's gorgeous. 😍😍😍

I've been waiting since January for her arrival. WORTH IT.

If you can't tell what color she is, that's ok. She's every color. More than a holographic, more than a multichrome. I love her so much I want to tape the bottle to my chest and wear her that way. 😂😂😂

I know that I've been so involved with school, but I've kept an eye on my second love, nail polish. Polish is easier than animals because once they get here, they don't require upkeep. LOL

I woke up late and was pretty tired most of the day...

I woke up late and was pretty tired most of the day - thanks to the Excedrin keeping me up until 4 this morning.  But, today overall hasn't been bad.  I actually felt pretty good by about 5 this evening.  Went to class and had another robot lab.  I won't bore you with another video.  😂

I did some Physics pre-lectures and checkpoints when I got home and have started on my Python vocabulary.  I have two assignments to do, but I'm crashing hard and they aren't due until next week so they will wait.  I'm about to take my Methotrexate and get ready for tomorrow.  Hoping I can kick the brain fog in time to study for Calculus this weekend.

We've almost made it, y'all.  Friday is on the way!  ❤

Well, I'm sure I failed that Physics test...

Well, I'm sure I failed that Physics test, but that seems about right for the class.  😂😂😂😭😭😭  I'm going to try not to freak out.

For now I have tons of Calculus to study plus some Programming homework to do.  I only wish I didn't have such a terrible headache.  I have been less stressed this week, but my head doesn't seem to want to give me a break.  For three days in a row I've felt like I was heading into migraine territory.  🙁  I don't know what is wrong.

Physics test tomorrow...

Physics test tomorrow, Calculus tests Monday, Programming test next Thursday. Robot lab this Thursday, though. That's fun.  😃

I have been tired today because I was up so late last night, but overall I have felt pretty decent. Not too stressed to think, not too petrified, not feeling that bad downward spiral coming on. Maybe I can actually be productive this week. Yesterday wasn't a bad start.  🙂