My gosh, I feel like I'm battling depression right now.

My gosh, I feel like I'm battling depression right now. My energy and motivation are just low.

 

The only thing I have motivation for is skating. I didn't feel like leaving the house, though, so I tried to skate outside of my house... where there's a not-insignificant downhill slope. Obviously, I fell a couple of times - right on my ass... On the same spot I fell yesterday. I'll probably have a bruised butt tomorrow. Fun times. I came back inside and pouted on the couch in my skates and padding until my feet fell asleep.

 

The only other thing I've scraped up energy for is moving my plants inside with the help of Shadow and Shaun. They're in the garage. It gets cold in there, but probably (hopefully) not freezing. We'll see who survives but it's not looking good. So I'm still bummed about that.

Other than that I made a list of things to do this week and I'm hoping that I get some stuff accomplished. I work best with a list so hopefully that'll do me some good. We'll see.

Overall, things are pretty good but I get intense about my hobbies so not being able to skate and seeing my plants look so rough has brought me down today. But tomorrow will probably be better. Shaun is usually up for going to skate parks when they're empty so maybe I'll get some exercise / practice in. I'm sure that'll lift my mood.

Anyway. I hope you all are doing well. I'm off to have some dinner and see if I can muster up some energy for anything else. If not, I'm calling it a night. ❤️

I am so sad. I have killed EVEN MORE of my plants.

I am so sad. I have killed EVEN MORE of my plants. It's been really cold so I watered them the other day when it wasn't going below freezing for a few days. It got down to 17° F last night, though, and I was feeling pretty crappy and didn't think to bring anyone in. Now a lot of them are floppy and mushy.

I really don't want outdoor plants. I never signed up for that. I don't have anywhere inside for them, though, and the sunroom is still delayed because of COVID. I feel so guilty and stupid. 😞

I wanted to skate outside today but the weather had other plans.

I'm sharing this again because I'm so proud of it

I'm sharing this again because I'm so proud of it - and to show a couple of my wipeouts. It's ok to laugh. 😝 I know I sure do, then I get up and try again. 🤷‍♂️

This is part of the reason I'm so sore today. 😂😂😂 I fell about 5 times before I made it up AND down this ramp standing.

I'm also sore because my "relaxing" skate around the rink turned into a whole-body workout of me absolutely FIGHTING to gain any speed. I definitely want to go again with appropriate wheels on and see how that goes.

Anyway, if you need me I'll be where I've been all day - on the couch resting this body. It's earned a break.

I went to a skating rink tonight...

I went to a skating rink tonight...

with my outdoor wheels on. 😂😂😂

I did not realize the extent to which soft wheels would slow me down. I won't be making that mistake again. My gosh - I got a workout. I was drenched in sweat doing my literal best to catch up with Vanessa. It didn't happen even once. 😂😂😂

Good times, though. 😁😁😁

Check it out! I made it over a ramp! I'm so excited. It was a great day. ❤️

We made up for lost time on chores yesterday, so...

We made up for lost time on chores yesterday, so I was skating today no matter what. And OMG, it was the best skate I've had yet!

Today was my first time going to the park alone. Shaun usually skates with me to be supportive but I don't really need that. 😂 If I want to do something there's not a lot that will stop me. I'm not complaining about his sweetness, though. 💕 He's the best husbang and I'm so lucky. ❤️

There were a few skateboarders there at first but they were practicing on a big ramp so we were out of each other's way. Then they left and it was just me and my ear buds. Holy shit, y'all. For whatever reason I decided to see how fast I could go. It probably wasn't anything to more experienced skaters but I felt like I was flying. I LOVED IT.

So, I feel that in my abs and my thighs already. I'm not mad at it. I honestly can't believe this is exercise that I am loving so much. It's crazy. I want to do it all the time.

Anyway, that's my update for the day. I'm off to have dinner and maybe do my nails. My polish is chipping and that just won't do.

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