I am trying to sleep, but I don't think it's happening. I've felt totally crappy all weekend. I've had a headache that I can't seem to shake since I woke up Saturday. I tried to nap earlier, but could not... which is weird because I'm usually GREAT at sleeping. I was a Grumpasaurus ALL WEEKEND - thank you PMS. I am not a happy camper right now. 🙁
Also, I unleashed some of the PMS FEELS on Shaun earlier. He told Shadow to use the wrong sponge on my dishes and I had a complete and total meltdown. Look... to be fair I would have been upset about that ANY day because I'm weird about my sponges, sink, and dishes, and he knows that. He didn't maliciously tell Shadow to use the wrong sponge, so I forgive him. LOL But today was an especially bad day for that to happen. I think I cried for half an hour about that, and then almost immediately felt completely stupid and utterly ridiculous about it as soon as it was over. I can sort of laugh at it now, but at the time I was devastated.
This is not new for me. Those of you who have only known me during the past 6 years or so got to know the "level-hormoned Mirena Blu" who never had PMS... well, up until that stopped working out last year, and then you all met Depressed Blu. But you can ask my mother and she would be happy to tell you (while laughing the whole time) a million stories about how I've come home after school crying because someone spoke to me with bad breath or because the cat ignored me. I am a very emotional person in general, so when my hormones are all out of whack... oof. I will cry at anything and you can't stop me. I can't stop me. It just has to run its course.
Anyway. That's been my weekend. On the bright side I did get a bunch of jewelry started, and it's not just flakies this time.
Well, I'm heading back to bed, so wish me luck. I'm sure some sleep would do me good. ❤
