Monday, February 4, 2019

I don't even care if it's only 9.

I don't even care if it's only 9. I'm in my bed. I didn't sleep well last night and didn't get as much done today as I would have liked because by this afternoon I was dragging. Oh well. Gonna rest up and try again tomorrow.

Goodnight, friends. ❤

Sunday, February 3, 2019

Check out these babies in progress!

Check out these babies in progress! (Plus a few more pics.) The babies are propagated from my own plants. I think they'll be getting new homes in the spring. 😊 I added pics of the adult plants so you can see how they will turn out. Also... that funny yellow bloom just keeps getting weirder. 😂😍






I deserve more and I'm taking it.

I could use some of this in my life. If I've come off harsh to any of my friends or family lately (and I'm sure I have), it is because I don't have either the mental or emotional space to deal with what you're tryna throw at me. I'm doing a lot and I'm putting myself first so I can keep doing a lot.

I'm focused on my health, school, my relationship with my husbang (because we are good and can withstand another year of school as a priority), and helping the kids (who are almost 19 and need to be working towards functioning as adults) - in that order.

If I have little to nothing left for your causes, your wants of my time, your problems, or your feelings, then SO. BE. IT. I'm done sacrificing myself to everyone and everything leaving only a crumpled mass of stress, tension headaches, migraines, and psoriatic flares for myself (and my husbang). I deserve more than that and I'm taking it. Unapologetically. It doesn't mean I don't love you, though. ❤


Friday, February 1, 2019

This shoe fits.

This shoe fits.

Seriously - if I ever give you something, you're special. I have things I want so to give them away is usually a big deal to me.


Advanced Calculus exam in an hour.

Advanced Calculus exam in an hour. Yes, this is what it looks like - paragraphs of text with more symbols and letters than numbers. Wish me luck. I will need it. 😳


Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Why is my husbang...

Why is my husbang crying at American Ninja Warrior? I fucking love him so much. 😂😂😂