It looks like FB finally worked out some glitches...

It looks like FB finally worked out some glitches regarding public groups. I'm no longer showing a backlog of 200+ posts and participation requests in Happy Tails Lost & Found Pets of Calhoun County! 

Sweet relief!

We finished organizing our closet yesterday.

We finished organizing our closet yesterday. It's giving me ALL the good feelings in my brain. 😁😁😁

We purged so much stuff when we were preparing to move. Then instead of packing most of my clothes into boxes I bought these drawers and labeled them with Scotch tape. It made unpacking and knowing where my clothes were SO MUCH easier. I replaced the tape labels with printed ones yesterday. I think it looks nice.

I've been going hard on organizing the house and I've made so much progress. It feels so good. I really super hate disarray and clutter and not knowing where things are. This has been so amazing for my mental health.

Next up - finishing my nail art stuff and nail polish. That's a big endeavor, but I'll be so thrilled to have it done. 😁

Have a closet selfie.

Have a closet selfie. It's been some years since I was feeling myself enough to capture my image on "film."

In 2014 when my psoriatic arthritis flared up it was hard to walk - much less exercise. Being in constant pain (plus some other things going on) sent me into a pretty serious depression spiral. Until it was bad enough that I went on medication I coped by eating junk food, which exacerbated the pain and depression. Then college and the stress that brought kept me eating junk food even with medication.

Needless to say, over those 6 years until I graduated I packed about 20 extra pounds onto my 4 foot, 9 inch frame. That probably doesn't sound too bad for an average-sized person, but being so short it was very noticeable and my self-esteem took a hit... obviously contributing to my depression. When I say that the last several years have been a struggle it is not an exaggeration.

Anyway, this is me right now. No filter, no editing, no makeup. Bonus points for goofy "I woke up like this" bed hair. 😂 I don't have a scale at home, but as of my last doctor appointment I was down 10 lbs. The fun thing about that is that I wasn't even trying. I've been enjoying my body by roller skating and staying busy organizing and cleaning. My depression is leveled out enough that I don't crave junk food 24/7. I still have down days once in a while, but honestly it just reminds me to be grateful for all of the good ones.

I'm still thicc, but I feel my muscles and endurance growing. My clothes fit better and I'm more confident than I've been in so, so long. My psoriasis is down to some very small, tolerable patches / spots even without medication. My bones haven't hurt me in quite a while, thank goodness. All in all I feel like I'm finally on an upward spiral and I hope it continues. I've fought my battles and I'd love to spend some time reaping the rewards and seeing what I can accomplish without my body and mind working against me.

For any of my friends and family who are struggling, please hang in there. It gets better. ❤️

I guess Shaun doesn't think I've fallen enough on roller skates...

I guess Shaun doesn't think I've fallen enough on roller skates because he got us and the kids a Hoverboard. 😂😂😂 We've all been playing with it this evening and I gotta say - it's pretty fun!

He said it was a Deal of the Day from Best Buy. It's a pretty multi-chrome color that I guess no one else wanted because it was on Clearance for $50 (down from $250)! No complaints here!

It's a beautiful day to play outside; 60° F and not a cloud in sight.

It's a beautiful day to play outside; 60° F and not a cloud in sight.

I'm feeling down today.

I'm feeling down today. I woke up earlier than I wanted to for Rose's appointment. Then the news wasn't great. It was beautiful out and I kept telling myself that I should go skate, but could never muster up the mojo to do it. My butt still hurts from my last fall without butt padding (over a week ago now). I don't think I broke my tailbone but it feels bruised and really sore when I move certain ways. Skate practice is tonight and I just don't think I'm gonna make it.

For the most part lately if I don't exercise I make it a point to do physical activity like chores or something. And yet today I've sat here like a lump. I napped. I ate. I sat. I scrolled. Blegh.

Rose usually hangs out with me when I'm on the couch, but she's not today. I think she is holding the violation of her bottom at the vet against me. I don't blame her. I know it wasn't a pleasant experience for her, especially since she's so scared of anything when Cubba's not around. Poor pup.

Anyway. This is a jumbly mess. I wanted a photo of my skates all together so I took one. Here it is. At least the shiny and colorful sparked a few moments joy.

Rose had another vet appointment today.

Rose had another vet appointment today. After having her anal glands expressed at her last visit her doctor said her bottom would likely be irritated and that her weird coochie-stomp behavior may not improve for a day or two. He said if it persisted that we should bring her back.

Well, it persisted.

He examined her again, but this time when he parted her vulva a mass of tissue about the size of a small bouncy ball came out. I was like "I didn't know they did that!" and he explained that normally they do not. He said that did not happen last time he checked her, either.

So weird-puppy is scheduled for surgery in a couple of weeks. Doc said that due to her age and being spayed there's an 86% chance that it's NOT cancer. Given that information we might have considered not doing surgery; however, the fact that it clearly bothers her means it needs to be dealt with. The up-side to doing the surgery is that we can confirm whether or not it's cancer. Paws crossed that it is not.