Tuesday, July 26, 2016

I made it home. I survived this day. I feel sort of accomplished.

I made it home.  I survived this day.  I feel sort of accomplished.

I don't think I did that well on my lab practicum.  I knew SO MUCH STUFF - unfortunately, the teacher didn't seem to think any of that was worth putting on the test.  I guess now I wait and see how bad it is.

I left work early because I was tired and it was quiet.  No sense sitting around looking for things to do when I'm this exhausted.

Would say that I'm glad to be home; however, the house smells AWFUL.  It has not smelled ok since all the water came in last night.  Shadow and I worked on cleaning it up last night, but blegh.  I guess there is more that needs to be done, but I might have to let the dehumidifier work on it for another day.  I'm beyond exhausted.  Maybe I will nap and then see what I feel like I can do.

(Sarcastic) Yay, my life.

Well... it's been a long night... mostly because I haven't been to sleep yet. 🙁

Well... it's been a long night... mostly because I haven't been to sleep yet. 🙁 I've spent the night studying and cleaning up the water in the dog room. I've got the dehumidifier going, but the whole house smells weird. Blegh.

It got so late on me that I was afraid if I went to sleep I wouldn't wake up in time for class. If that happened I would miss my lab practicum and also not be able to turn in my take-home test - and that would be terrible. So... I'm awake and this day is going to be great. 😕

On the bright side if I make it through this day I will crash tonight and hopefully have my schedule back to normal. It has been really messed up since Friday. Maybe utter exhaustion will do the trick.

I think this is why she's not eating.

I think this is why she's not eating. Seems soon, but she was eating like a horse for a while there.

I wish I could just blow raspberries on that cute little tummy! ❤️❤️❤️


Monday, July 25, 2016

Oh yay.

Oh yay.  While I was busy working on my take-home test, my dog room flooded during the downpour.

I sort-of tried having a normal day today.

I sort-of tried having a normal day today.  Missed my early tutoring because I didn't sleep enough, but made it for the later sessions.  I feel like crap and I smell bad and I need and want a shower and I'm hungry and sad.  I just ate too many lemon cookies because it was easy and I don't feel so great about that.

I have a take-home test to complete for Biology.  It's due tomorrow and I'm like, 10 questions out of 100 done.  I also need to study for my Lab Practicum that is also tomorrow, but it's already 6 and I have so much to do.

On the bright side I just got 14 ink pens in the mail from Amazon and some nursing bras.  Nope, not nursing and not pregnant, but my ta-tas have been killing me (to the point of keeping me awake and no, Tylenol and the like doesn't touch it).  This has been going on for months.  🙁  I just need to be able to wear something that doesn't cause immense pain and nursers are the softest ever.

On the ink pens - I have tons of pens because I collect writing utensils.  A waitress recently had a pink one like the ones I ordered, but why buy one when I can have ALL THE COLORS?  EVEN BROWN!!!  I know that seems ridiculous, (and it totally is), but sometimes buying shit feels good.  So.  I did that and I don't care.

Anyway.  I guess I'm off to do something, anything, that I need to do.  I don't know what yet, but definitely probably something.

Sunday, July 24, 2016

I guess this came out a million years ago, but...

I guess this came out a million years ago, but it's been one of my favorite songs since I heard it.  I always listen to this when I'm not so ok.  It soothes me.

I went on the porch maybe an hour ago?

I went on the porch maybe an hour ago?  And I walked into a spider web.  Whatever.

Well my hair was tickling just now, so I brushed my hand over it and a spider fell out onto my clothes.  I'm about to take him back outside.  We're cool.  But what is it with me and having spiders in my hair?  This is not the first time.  LOL

Maybe they just know that I like them.  😃