Today is a self care day.

Today is a self care day. I slept for most of the last 2 days. I'm doing nails and MAYBE checking in on my app later. I haven't touched it in days.

I needed to chill. I went so hard for all of January. It was a blur and I barely remember any of it. It was time for a rest.

At this point I'm trying to learn to accept how I exist and not beat myself up over not functioning like neurotypicals. It harms me to try to fit into that box, so I'm not gonna try anymore. I go hard and then I rest. It's fine. It's different, but not wrong.

I hope y'all are doing well. I know a lot of us aren't. Someone I love is in the hospital and it's not looking good. I'm sad about it, but I can't handle Alabama again yet. She wouldn't know I was there, anyway.

Stay warm. ❤️