Today has been rough.

Today has been rough.

I had my yearly boob-smashing and got super sick after. Throw up sick.

I don't know if it was the anxiety because of how much it hurt last time, the pain this time, sensory overload from my skin being stretched (in general, I don't like to be touched or petted or massaged, so PULLING my skin is extra terrible), or what, but my whole body was in revolt afterwards. I was heaving the whole way home.

The technician was super nice and even (in a non-creepy way) complimented my tatas; when going over my medical info she asked if I'd lost weight since my last visit on purpose, and when I said yes, she said I retained my shape well, so that was nice. But overall, it was a terrible experience, again. Possibly exacerbated by being on my period.

I'd still rather have a pap smear or even an IUD inserted. For some reason, those procedures are far more tolerable to me. They may be more painful, but less awful, somehow. Ugh.