One of my friends posted a helpful video...

One of my friends posted a helpful video that said to have "default foods" ready for when I'm not functional.

Since probably August, my unintentional default breakfast has been protein toaster waffles. I have some egg powder that I need to try again, but that's gotta wait for a day that I have more bandwidth available. Maybe I'll see if I can make them tomorrow.

Anyway, the rest of the day is a toss up and usually ends up being junk. Since I have the energy today, I've started some black beans and rice. I would love it if I could make food for myself most days, but I don't know how that's gonna go. Maybe I can add making rice to my breakfast routine so I at least have that to fall back on later in the day. One thing I don't do is skip my morning routine. No matter what time I get up, I do the same things. 😅 Plain rice would definitely be a healthier dinner than cookies and milk. 😬

Anyway, I've done most of my laundry today and not much else. I have energy, so that's probably not going to be a good thing at bedtime. But I gotta learn how to navigate this cycle somehow. Hopefully, the night doesn't end with me deep-cleaning the whole house or whatever. It's usually something like that when I feel this way.

I'm probably gonna watch a show with Shaun and then start putting tasks in my calendar. Even skate days and times. We'll see if that can feel ok or like something I'll try to stick to.