Monday, January 5, 2026

My teeth have been hurting for about 3 weeks.

My teeth have been hurting for about 3 weeks. They are getting progressively more sensitive. It's hurts to talk, eat, drink, and brush them. It's not a single bad tooth; it's every tooth at once.

That's another possible symptom of peri. Low Estrogen is bad for your bones.

I am on HRT and still struggling not to fall apart. I guess I'm going to talk to my doctor this week.

Sunday, January 4, 2026

All I've done for the last week and a half...

All I've done for the last week and a half is eat, sleep, and work on my app. It's literally been years in the making, but taking the Web Dev bootcamp gave me everything I needed to ACTUALLY bring it to life.

My sleep schedule is messed ALL THE WAY UP. My days are a blur.

I thought it was Tuesday all day yesterday; it was Saturday. My sense of time has never been so consistently off as it has this past week.

But I will (hopefully) not have a ton of future free time to make this dream/goal come true. I have an interview Wednesday. I feel optimistic.

Until something pressing pulls me away, I'm throwing myself into building something I've wanted to build for years. I hope I can reveal it soon.

❤️❤️❤️

Thursday, January 1, 2026

What can make me willingly give up sleep?

What can make me willingly give up sleep?

Apparently, building an app that I want built.

I've been working late into the night, and my brain just wakes me up with ideas and I can't go back to sleep.

I have literally never experienced anything like this. If you know me, then you know I LOVE my sleep and I LOVE my bed.

This is WILD. 👀

Good morning, I guess. 😂

Friday, December 26, 2025

Wednesday, December 24, 2025

I had one of the weirdest wakeups ever...

I had one of the weirdest wakeups ever in the wee hours of this morning.

Scar and Adrian (cats) live in my bedroom and sleep with me. Scar sleeps on my pillow, snuggled up to my face.

I was sleeping on my side, Scar on my pillow close to my face. He must have stretched his arms and flexed his claws out, then relaxed. All fine and normal... except that one of his claws slid perfectly into my empty septum piercing and he had me hooked by the nose. 😂😂😂

It didn't hurt at all. My septum piercing at one point was stretched to an 8 gauge. A 10 gauge will still to this day go in with no resistance. That skinny little claw was nothing, but it was a weird sensation to feel when you don't expect it. 😂

I just flexed his claw and easily freed myself and went back to sleep. I'm glad I felt it on entrance, instead of waking up when he inevitably started snatching his paw in an effort to free himself FROM MY NOSE. 🫠 I'm sure that would've been a bit unpleasant. 😂

What are the odds of that happening? It's definitely not an experience I would have ever anticipated having. 😂😂😂

Sunday, December 21, 2025

Who else wants to do things, but can't make yourself do the things?

Who else wants to do things, but can't make yourself do the things?

And how do you get yourself to do the things?

I want to skate. I watch videos. I have everything I need. But sometimes I just can't DO IT.

I don't even need a lot of space. I could do drills in my kitchen or garage or whatever. I literally have no excuse, but I'm fighting my brain.

Help?