Wednesday, November 16, 2022
I painted my nails the other day.
Thursday, September 29, 2022
Phone pic is all I've got, but...
Sunday, August 28, 2022
Every year...
Sunday, June 19, 2022
I have a lot of things that I want to finish before September...
Tuesday, April 5, 2022
I'm exhausted, but today was good.
Saturday, March 19, 2022
After hibernating for the last few weeks...
Monday, March 14, 2022
I'm sharing this again...
I'm sharing this again because it's one of my favorite things anyone has ever done for me. I wore this polish the day we got married and still haven't gotten a great photo of it yet. I am going to have to change that. (It's not what's on my nails in the photo - that's just what I was wearing when he gave it to me.)
Happy 4 years of marriage to my favorite person - Shaun, of course! I love doing life with you. You've been my best friend for almost 14 years and those have been the happiest 14 years of my life. Even if you hadn't asked me to marry you in such a creative and thoughtful way I would have said yes.
I wish I could think of something more thoughtful to say, but since we've had our date and I'm in a food coma over here my brain is a little tired. 😂 I'm glad you don't regret tying yourself to me in a legal way (I ask him about that periodically - gotta keep my finger on the pulse, ya know?) I enjoy being your legal spouse, as well. 😂 More than that I love the life that we have been slowly but surely building for ourselves. It's more amazing than I ever dared to dream.
Digest, my love. I'll take you for ice cream later. ❤
Monday, February 28, 2022
Just updating:
Just updating:
We've been doing mostly ok. The kids have been distraught (like, VERY) about the war / takeover situation. I think they're cooling down, but Kira had a few days when the news was fresh and her PMS was coming on strong and she was (understandably) super emotional and not ok. I remember being about their ages when the Twin Towers were struck and feeling scared and helpless and hopeless, and wondering what the future held for my very young Shadow. I don't want to say that Shaun and I are "used" to war as a fact of life, but the fact that it's not hitting us as hard speaks volumes.
Ever since the death of Rose I've thrown myself even harder into things I want to accomplish: I've still managed to update my blogs daily from Facebook memories (it might seem trivial, but it's a small piece of a larger puzzle). I've gone through and organized / categorized most of the photos from my phone, laptop, and external hard drive. A lot of those photos were of nail art for inspiration, or photos of polish I really like. Those inspiration photos are all categorized and most are uploaded to my Pinterest... I should have the remainder of that finished tomorrow. The polishes I want are now stored in Google Drive by brand and polish name.
Speaking of nail polish I've also gone though and put the other half of my polish into my database - FINALLY - as that was a project I started before college and then never had a chance to finish. Needless to say, I've discovered that I have an OBSCENE amount of nail polish (closing in on 4000 bottles of non-gels) and that hits it home to me that I need to get back to making jewelry and also expand into pre-decorated press-on nails. I have a hard time not doing stuff so I'm not upset that I can always have those things as a backup of something simultaneously fun and productive to do. I've seen nail sets sell on Etsy and I think I could do well with that.
While still on the subject of nails I've also been studying gel application and removal and the difference between types of gels. I feel like I've learned a lot. So gel polish is apparently a type of soft gel that you are able to soak off with acetone. I also have some hard gels that are not supposed to be able to be soaked off and instead need to be filed off. They are usually used for overlays (just a protective reinforcement layer on the nail) and enhancements (when you want to add length beyond the natural nail).
I had been using a really stiff hard gel on Shaun as an overlay, but he uses his nails like tools and therefore they bend sometimes... meanwhile the gel stays stiff and so it separates from the nail. I ordered a softer hard gel that will flex so I'm hoping we have better luck keeping that down on him. I'm also going to try it as an overlay for myself because I'd like for my natural nails to grow out a bit and right now they're all peely and sad. I'd rather try the gel overlay than chopping them all off (which is what I'd normally do). So we'll see how that goes.
Anyway, I would definitely say that I've been hyper-fixating on some things, but I'm not upset about it. I'm getting so organized and it's how I'd have like to have been all along, but that is not how life worked out. So now I'm fixing it and it is SO SOOTHING to my brain. I was literally giddy the other day when I looked at my Google Drive and could just so easily see my "wishlist" of polish. I'm thrilled to be able to have a spreadsheet copy of my polish table from my database in there, as well - so no more buying dupes accidentally. Next up, I'd like to work on moving my database from Access to MySQL and possibly putting it online (just to see if I can). That means I'll probably have to learn PHP or something, but that's ok.
So I'm just over here doing nerd shit and loving it. Hopefully, I'll be able to wrap up some of the smaller details that have been bugging me so that I'm chill enough to go skating and stuff like that again. The most physical activity I get lately is cleaning the house or going to the park with Shaun and Cubba. There is nothing else I want to do besides organize until I'm done and I've learned that when I'm like this it's best to go with it because I literally won't enjoy doing anything else until I'm finished or this urge passes.
Well, I'm off to copy my Facebook memories for the last time this month and then I'm going to see if I'm awake enough to do the gel overlay on myself. If not, that will be a plan for tomorrow while I wait for the solar company to do the inspection that was rescheduled from the other day. I hope you all are doing well. I haven't really been on here much or checked in on anyone in a while and I'm sorry about it. I still care about my friends and family but I'm in a "reach out if you need me" type of mindset for bit. Y'all take care! ❤
Sunday, February 13, 2022
It's definitely been a low-energy few days for me.
I'm about to start responding to comments. I'm sorry for being away, but I needed some time to get right. I have to deal with Happy Tails Lost & Found Pets of Calhoun County whether I feel like it or not so I'm technically "on here" lurking even if I don't have the energy to post or respond. It's definitely been a low-energy few days for me.
We're all doing as ok as we can. I had to move a giant pack of toilet paper that was delivered and left in the middle of the dining room floor because twice upon glancing at it I thought it was Rose standing there awkwardly, as she often did. Cubba seems to notice that she's missing, as well. Shaun, despite definitively being a "cat person" was basically claimed by both Cubba and Rose so it's hitting him a bit harder than the rest of us. He was her comfort person and that meant something.
I'm not saying that losing her wasn't painful for me or the kids because it was, but she was a hard creature to connect with. It almost always felt like she was putting up with your attention / affection if it didn't outright scare her away. She also hadn't been fond of me since the vet visit where we discovered her tumor so I've been avoided for all of this time unless she wanted to play. I miss those big, doofy play bows, though. Almost every morning she was ready to go out back and play.
Today Shaun helped me go through my plants to see who was alive or not. He also helped me get most of them watered. We did some light housework because our solar panels are being installed tomorrow and the workers will need to come in to gain access to the attic. Other than that I painted Shaun's nails (black with magnetic silver gel polish) and they look kind of like moons. He likes them. At times like these taking care of each other is important. I think we both did a good job of that today. ❤
Sunday, December 5, 2021
We made up for lost time on chores yesterday, so...
Friday, November 26, 2021
I've seen a lot of posts recently about supporting small and local businesses...
Sunday, November 21, 2021
My mood has been so up and down lately.
My mood has been so up and down lately. I spent a couple of days having fun and skating, then a couple of days on the couch with a down mood, then a couple of days going hard on the housework, and today was back on the couch. Somewhere in all of that I painted my nails for the first time in AGES and it almost made me cry because I'd missed it so much.
I don't really know what to do in order to regulate myself. I'm not stressed about anything that I can pinpoint. The job search is going fine. Shaun and the kids are great. The animals are fine. I need to water my plants (desperately), but other than that I'm ok.
Tomorrow we're taking some extra trash from the garage to the dump. Then we're going to New Mexico Tea Company because I just accidentally discovered it online and now desperately need to go to there. Kira found a Mexican supermarket that she wants to go to, as well. Maybe I'll get lucky and we'll also stop by Hi BoBa. Their Taro tea is awesome. Shadow had a green tea with cream cheese foam that was shockingly very good. So anyway, if tomorrow goes as planned I'll only have spent today on the couch instead of the two days that would be next in my pattern.
I hope you all are doing well. I'm off to put together a shoe rack for my closet, then I'm taking a shower and calling it a night. ❤️






