Haha. Me posting about feeling pretty good a few days ago...

Haha. Me posting about feeling pretty good a few days ago, only to spend the last 2 days in bed doing nothing.

Gotta love this shit.

I can't even pinpoint the cause of it.

I have a slight suspicion that part of it is the possibility of working full time again and/or putting my app in the stores. That's more change and more anxiety and a dream becoming "real" / putting myself out there for criticism.

Also, I've been sleeping like crap still. I don't like the way my body feels on my sheets. I can barely tolerate clothing and have been wearing nightgowns (unless I'm leaving the house) for the last 2 weeks. My knees hurt when they mash into each other. There's still lingering cat hair tickling me that I hope will eventually wash more completely out. I'm always too hot or too cold. I need my weighted blanket, but I get sweaty. I have to pee about 5 times per night.

My sleep used to be a lot better. I also wonder if I have sleep apnea.

Fun times.