I think my anxiety is up...

I think my anxiety is up and has been for a few weeks. I haven't been able to stop picking my skin. I look horrible.

Also, I've jumped upon seeing my shadow twice in the last 2 weeks. I've never been that skittish in my life.

Fun times.

I put my estrogen patch on as soon as I got home.

I put my estrogen patch on as soon as I got home. My doctor said I could, but I was gonna do it regardless. 😂 I have too much going on to be feeling so bad.

I'm looking forward to feeling better soon.

I gotta call my doctor today.

I gotta call my doctor today. I don't think I can be off estrogen. I had hot flashes last night, joint pain for the last few days, and one of my shoulders started hurting this morning. I DO NOT want Frozen Shoulder.

This hormone stuff is so tricky to get right. And it affects EVERYTHING. 😭😭😭

I stayed in bed until around 6 pm.

I stayed in bed until around 6 pm. Here it is a mere 5-ish hours later and I'm already ready to go back.

I've been cramping for about a week, but no period. I took off my estrogen patch on Thursday as instructed, and now I'm having bone pain and hot flashes. I'll call my doctor tomorrow to let him know how I'm feeling.

I'm gonna make a small meal and eat, then go to bed.

I wanted to do my nails and water my plants today, but all I managed was a shower.

I don't know how I'm supposed to get anything done...

I don't know how I'm supposed to get anything done when he's so damn cute. 😂😂😂❤️❤️❤️

It's a beautiful day and Harley is RELAXED. 😂😂😂

It's a beautiful day and Harley is RELAXED. 😂😂😂

I got a lap full of 'Beans. ❤️

I got a lap full of 'Beans. ❤️