Am I so obviously traumatized...

Am I so obviously traumatized that Facebook is advertising this to me?!

🤣🤣🤣

I have a job lined up. I don't think I need to join the Twerkforce just yet. 😂

Some flowers from today.

Some flowers from today.

We lost a family member this morning. She would've liked these.

I spent most of my day working in the greenhouse because it needed work and felt like the right thing to do.

I went to the greenhouse today...

I went to the greenhouse today. I have some flowers. Also some mealy bugs. 🫠 I have some serious work to put in out there soon.

Can anyone tell me what my Huernia Zebrina is doing? That growth looks far too large for how they usually flower.

Check out this website...

Check out this website we took a look at in the UI/UX class I'm in.  It's, uh... it definitely makes a point.  😆🫠

Can you make it to the last screen?

Today is a self care day.

Today is a self care day. I slept for most of the last 2 days. I'm doing nails and MAYBE checking in on my app later. I haven't touched it in days.

I needed to chill. I went so hard for all of January. It was a blur and I barely remember any of it. It was time for a rest.

At this point I'm trying to learn to accept how I exist and not beat myself up over not functioning like neurotypicals. It harms me to try to fit into that box, so I'm not gonna try anymore. I go hard and then I rest. It's fine. It's different, but not wrong.

I hope y'all are doing well. I know a lot of us aren't. Someone I love is in the hospital and it's not looking good. I'm sad about it, but I can't handle Alabama again yet. She wouldn't know I was there, anyway.

Stay warm. ❤️

I'm medicated and going to bed.

I'm medicated and going to bed.

At my last check, I had almost 200 users, plus that one subscriber. Lots of positive feedback, a few bugs found, and several requests for this to be a mobile app. There are already listings on the Marketplace. I've been told it's pretty intuitive and easy to use.

Honestly, it has gone better than the train wreck that I expected. I don't know why I thought it wouldn't be ok. But so far it is, and I'm happy. So happy that I'm literally sick over it, but that's ok.

Goodnight, y'all. Hopefully I'll be ok-ish tomorrow.

Someone subscribed to my app for a year.

Someone subscribed to my app for a year. I'm crying and trying not to puke. What is going on!?

Look at this cat in my puke bowl. She's in the danger zone. 😂😂😂🫠🫠🫠