Saturday, January 31, 2026

😂

😂

I got too excited last night. I had posted about my app in a nail polish group and the response was very positive. So I got a migraine about it. 😂😂😂😭😭😭

I went up to go to bed, in pain and nauseated, and my little old boyfriend, Scar, had thrown up and had diarrhea 3 times in my room. It was awful.

I cleaned the mess while trying not to contribute to it myself, then fell asleep with the windows open and the fan on high in this cold weather (in an attempt to clear the air). I also slept all night with the light on because I couldn't bother to move.

I'm finally normalizing a little bit now.

I gotta add some finishing touches on the app and hope I don't crap out again.

It would be super cool if I could just be happy without having a letdown migraine. 🫠

Friday, January 30, 2026

I'm planning to release my app on February 1st.

I'm planning to release my app on February 1st.  I could puke, I'm so excited.

I have this amazing discovery page where you can search by color.  You can also search for dupes of your favorite polishes.

I really don't know what to do with myself (besides stay busy and work on the finishing touches).

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


Thursday, January 29, 2026

Listen to this little old lady snore.

Listen to this little old lady snore. Watch her little cheek start puffing out. OMG, she's so cute!

I can tell she's getting up there in age, too. Ever since I busted out the heat blanket, she doesn't get up for nightly treats; she just waits for me to bring them to her. 😂 Relatable, honestly. My blankets > snacks any day.

Shaun sprinkles catnip in the cat wheel sometimes.

Shaun sprinkles catnip in the cat wheel sometimes. Most of the cats will roll around on it, at least.

Toebean is the only one who runs. He just came back from a jaunt and is Gargoyling with a bunch of catnip on his back. 😂

I guess I'm supposed to pet this cat, but it's just going to make a giant mess. 😆

At least Shaun can't fuss too much, since he's the main cause of it. 😂😂😂


Today has been rough.

Today has been rough.

I had my yearly boob-smashing and got super sick after. Throw up sick.

I don't know if it was the anxiety because of how much it hurt last time, the pain this time, sensory overload from my skin being stretched (in general, I don't like to be touched or petted or massaged, so PULLING my skin is extra terrible), or what, but my whole body was in revolt afterwards. I was heaving the whole way home.

The technician was super nice and even (in a non-creepy way) complimented my tatas; when going over my medical info she asked if I'd lost weight since my last visit on purpose, and when I said yes, she said I retained my shape well, so that was nice. But overall, it was a terrible experience, again. Possibly exacerbated by being on my period.

I'd still rather have a pap smear or even an IUD inserted. For some reason, those procedures are far more tolerable to me. They may be more painful, but less awful, somehow. Ugh.

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

I've struggled with Executive Dysfunction all day.

I've struggled with Executive Dysfunction all day. I had plans and plenty of things that needed doing. All I've done was go to class, which thankfully had a low barrier to get started since I just had to join a virtual conversation from the comfort of my couch.

That's something, I guess.

I wish I knew how to get a handle on this on my 'Nope.' days.

🤦🏻 Bear.

🤦🏻 Bear.

It's been unusually quiet for the last few hours.

Shaun picked up groceries earlier, and APPARENTLY, Bear slipped into the garage unnoticed while Shaun was bringing them in.

Shaun started looking for him and we JUST found him. He was sleeping by the door. Didn't scratch/knock. Didn't bark. Just got trapped alone and thought "I guess I'll take a nap." 😂😂😂 (Definitely my son in that regard. 😆) 

That dog is so unbothered.

☝🏻 UNLESS it's the ice dispenser. Fuck that, always and forever, still. 😂